Life of a Bamburg

Well I think I've finally decided what I'm going to do in my life. I've decided to forgo school. Yes I know those of you out there screaming DON'T DO IT! but it's time that I got out on my own. If I want to go back to school, I can always go back later (regardless of what my father tells me). I have to go to school tomorrow and withdraw from the University. This decision hasn't been easy for me at all. I wish that things could have been easier. I can't shake this feeling that I've been the biggest failure in the entire world. I know that what I'm doing is good for me but I still can't shake the feeling of doing something wrong. I know I always said I was going to finish and maybe some day in the future I will. I wish there was some force in the world that would tell you if your decisions were right or wrong...sort of like an oracle. However, we live in the land above fantasies, so there is no such thing. I pray that this is right for me.