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So here I sit in my favorite place on my vacation. Yes my vacation never consists of going somewhere far away to something that I've never seen before. My vacations exist only to get away from work. So here I sit at my best friend's house and wondering if I really want to go to my boyfriends house. I'm so confused when it comes to him. He wants me to be more than I am, but on the flip side, I want him to be more than he is. He's willing to meet me but I don't know if I'm willing to meet him. I want him to want more for himself...rather than wanting it for me or because of me. So here I sit. On my mother's 60th birthday. In another city. On the computer. Being a bum. That. is. vacation.
