Life of a Bamburg

My brain has been really crunching for the past few days. Finally today things have come to a head. Mom has been all over my ass and up it asking me questions that really aren't any of her business to begin with. I yelled at her to shut up and just leave me alone. I guess she didn't take that very well. She's really wanting to get rid of me out of the house now. So the question remains...do I want to go back to school or just finally give up? I've been leaning toward the giving up. I've never really been a quitter, but now I'm just so tired of having to deal with all of this crap. Wish I really had a good friend that I could sit down with and talk about these things, but no one I know is willing to listen to me like I listen to them. I guess I really don't have any "true" friendships. That's what really hurts. The feeling that I'm all alone in this world. I can't trust anyone to keep anything a secret or even help me through the times that I'm depressed, which has really been since March. That bastard has a lot to do with it. Killed everything off inside of me. I hope that one day he will hurt as much as I have over the past few months.