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I know it's been a while but I really haven't felt up to the task of blogging lately. The new job is keeping me busy and mostly tired every night. Grant....well Grant is giving me a headache most days. I love him and care about him, but how can I make him see that I'm a person that should be treated with as much respect as he wants to have? I just don't know what to do anymore.
We had a fight earlier tonight. (and yes....I mean fight!) Now he's not taking my calls or anything. I'm just so tired everyday. I want to crawl up into a corner and cry right now. He's made me feel the shittiest I've felt in a while. I swore that no one would ever make me feel this way again. I'm tired of being the one that has to take on the whole responsibility in a relationship. I'M TIRED OF DATING BOYS!!!!!!!!!!! When will a real man walk into my life? When will I have the intelligent conversation and regards that two intimate people share? *sigh*
Maybe dad was right? Maybe I am white trash and deserve no better. I always had my hopes and dreams. Now I don't even have that anymore.
We had a fight earlier tonight. (and yes....I mean fight!) Now he's not taking my calls or anything. I'm just so tired everyday. I want to crawl up into a corner and cry right now. He's made me feel the shittiest I've felt in a while. I swore that no one would ever make me feel this way again. I'm tired of being the one that has to take on the whole responsibility in a relationship. I'M TIRED OF DATING BOYS!!!!!!!!!!! When will a real man walk into my life? When will I have the intelligent conversation and regards that two intimate people share? *sigh*
Maybe dad was right? Maybe I am white trash and deserve no better. I always had my hopes and dreams. Now I don't even have that anymore.
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