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I don't think I've been this happy for a long time.
::Shawn enters stage right::
This man has my life upside down right now. He saw me 2 weeks ago and took all this time getting up the courage to speak to me. The more we talk, the more I feel that I've come across the love of my life. The more we talk, the more we learn about one another. Neither of us can get enough of the other. I love to learn about his life. I love everything about him. I was never a true believer of love at first sight until I met him. He's intelligent, sweet, kind, funny, and as an added bonus to the package, he's DROP DEAD SEXY! We talked on the phone until 4 this morning. When I talk with him, I find that I'm so comfortable and so expressive of my feelings. He brings out the best in me. He's a truely awesome person. Last night while talking, he said my name. I know this may sound like something insignificant to you all, but he's never called me by my chat name in a private phone call. It makes my heart melt when he calls me by my whole name. No nicknames for him. Well getting back to the story, he said my name and paused. I was getting ready to say his back, but then I heard him sigh and say, "I love you." That took me by suprise. I've loved him since the first time I spoke with him. To hear him say it brought butterflies to my stomach and joy to my heart. I know you may say that this is too soon, but I firmly believe that there is some intervention is at work here. He brings joy and comfort into my life. I only wish that we would be closer in distance cause I believe that we are close at heart. I can't wait for him to get home. Just to hear his voice and see his smile that melts the remaining pieces of ice that is left over in my heart from the iceberg that Manny created in me. It feels like first love. You know what I'm talking about. Your first love that makes you all "atwitter". He makes me feel this way. Giddy, happy, wonderful...the adjectives could stretch for miles. He comes home later tonight that yesterday and will try to spend as much time with me as possible. As I sit here writing this, I remember the words and can't help but smile.

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